December and My Late Night Thoughts

Lately I've been thinking of what actually life means. I've been thinking of what the purpose of life is. Have I done my best? Have I grown up into the better version of mine? And the other matter which is questioning me. 

Late night makes me think wider and deeper of what I've done days before or a whole year I passed. As I grow, as I meet people, as I see the world wider, I learn a lot. I learn that life isn't just a life. From the hard times and even the good times, we all can take a lesson. All the up and down of life always bring something we can take to grow, really. 

But, many of us may skip that lesson of life. Many of us just let the things done without thinking of what lesson can be taken. It's kinda often but also bad to realize if it happens. 

We experience something for learning something new right? Then, if we just experience it without taking something, it means that we just pass it. No lesson, no growing. 

So I decide to shouldn't let it flow. I feel that I have to 'memaknai' everything by doing such a reflection. For me, reflection is one of my way to 'memaknai kehidupan' so that I can take a lesson to grow. Besides, I can find out the answer of what questioning me lately. So I can understand my own version about the idea of life and its purpose.